I am falling in Love with myself

December 15th, 2009 Tuesday 4.20pm
Benbow InnRedwoods, California

I am falling in Love with myself as Spontaneity. I have never felt so unrestrained, so far away from the needs of others. Unlike Tbilisi, I can be in time and place yet free from the constraints of expectation.

I am redefining what I hunger for. Even in my patience and flexibility, I realize I have had a structure around myself that defined my Dreams.

Although this struts definitely malleable, I can see the limitations it represents. I am removing all definitions of Self and unleashing the playful Spirit of Now.
This deeper freedom is full of Love and openness. My senses are more acute and feel fuller, deeper, more profound.

My Body is always in a state of receiving Grace. And it is this Grace that I feel raining every second of every moment. Nurturing me, encouraging me, prompting me.

I Am melting…

And so the journey has begun

“December 9th, 2009 Wednesday 9.59pm
Gorda, California Highway 1

And so the Journey has begun, with our escort of Angelic Beings, as our ever trusty guides. How does one begin to open to a Universe that is swallowing us even as we yield in our fall?

The Magic unfolds upon itself, like the undulations of a snake’s movements. Something so daring, so magnificent is birthing itself. Every moment is an opportunity to witness Life in it’s own personal creation.

This is what Abundance is built of, timeless, generous Faith. I Am witnessing the creation of a new Universe.

My Life swirls around me

November 16th, 2009 Monday 8.22am

My Life swirls around me, swiftly changing, moment to moment. I don’t recognize what is being created, I don’t recognize it visually. But, oh how I recognize it sensorially!

I recognize the expansiveness, the limitlessness, the feeling of endlessness

.i recognize myself, virgin, unencumbered, free ~~~ hungry for Life. I remember this place of unfurled expectancy. I remember this feeling of Forever. I know the sense of Yes, ongoing.

I have crossed the Veil of living a Human Life as God. I Am All there is to Be. Simply say, “Yes…”.