August 27th, 2013 Tuesday 9.39pm

I ache to be able to express, to put to words, to share this feeling… no, it goes beyond the word Feeling, into a World foreign, yet completely, absolutely recognizable.
Where you and I are beyond the constraints of Love.

Where I am beyond ever needing to be fulfilled. For I have no needs.
You are my Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow all combined to create Now. You have become my Eternal Now, without reason or necessity, simply Being.
It frightens me to realize how closely God dwells, as Itself, as Us, as You, as Me. Even within my surrender, I am feeling the peeling apart, my self from my Self as All.
I fall effortlessly, kicking and screaming…

August 27th, 2013 Tuesday 9.20pm

You are no longer the Child I discovered, abandoned by himself, lonely, afraid, unsure, cowering within the safety of the stillness of your Blue Eyes.

Halls, mazes, corridors of Forever within these depths of Blue, so Blue. The depths of Oceanic mysteries brought forth, to be shared with me.

You enchanted me, my Love. You carried me away on the Magic Carpet of your Breath. How I laid myself so willingly upon your Altar. Giving no resistance, no hesitation. I was yours within seconds of sensing you.

And now I watch you, adoringly, joy swelling within me, filling out the contours of my own Beauty. For it is no secret, Your Love has watched over me like a benevolent Sun.

Nurturing me, guiding me, coaxing, cajoling, encouraging, but always, always, always Loving, Adoring ~~~ Me.

Gazing back at you I see, I was the Child abandoned by herself, lonely, afraid, unsure, cowering within the safety of the stillness of your Blue Eyes.

August 27th, 2013 Tuesday 9pm

I am bewildered, for in reaching for You, I find myself embracing a Stranger. You seem to dissipate, to disappear into a place of yearning ~~~yet I know, I recognize this place.

It is as if I awaken within this embrace to find myself wandering in my Dreams and Desires which now pale in comparison to a Knowing that is growing stronger, even as your Being grows weaker.

My Love for You has become a Portal, a Passageway to something far more extraordinary than You, or Your Kiss.

I balk, I hesitate, I don’t want to give up our Trysts, our times together. But it seems I have chosen. For by loving You, by committing myself to this Deliciousness, I will be leaving it all behind.

I want the longing for you back, but it’s growing of Itself. A Life of its own it will have, feeding on the Glory of Our Passion…

March 16th, 2010 Tuesday 2.32pm

Kiss me again, leaving me open to your Invitation of yearning. Embrace me again, preparing me for your Mystery. Linger on the portal of my Heart, leaving me Breathless.
My Prince, my King, my Lord… know that I have been swept away by your touching of my Namelessness.

Your tears have never been in vain, they have nurtured my Body of Silence.
Now this Silence is the womb of our solace. We have a World of Forevermore, fed by the thirst of your Passion.
Ignite the night Stars with your longing for my Breath lying alongside your cheek, your chest, your thigh. Call me to you, My Love, My Sweet, My Heart.

Your longing leaves me breathless. I am taken to a place of profound presence within my Being, birthing anew my Rapture.
Come wrap yourself as the moistness of your lips upon my breasts. Bring your sighs to the caverns of my

Desire. In the inner recesses of our Union leave behind your moans of pleasure.
I am able to drink your rivers of Love from this distance, quenching my fires of loneliness. I am able to satiate my appetite of touch, through your hungering for me. I am able to shade myself from the harsh glare of your absence, through your sheltering words.
I need you. I want you. I desire you. I choose you…

March 15th, 2010 Monday 11.28am

What is this taste that dances in my tongue? What is this fragrance that follows me as memory of tomorrow?What does my body remember as Now?

Why did I hesitate in allowing, surrendering, reaching out to you? Why did I watch and wait, waiting for what? I knew I Loved you, what more did I need?

Reach for me. Cross the chasms of self doubt that prevents our union. I can see you seeing me… Come.

Unleash ourselves.

I am amazed at the fluidity my body recognizes as you. How your touch, your aroma, your voice is my portal to Yesssss…

December 26th, 2009 Saturday 12.51pm

I am transfixed by the amount of pain we can encounter and endure, maintaining our sweetness and ability to Dream. Our yearning is the beacon that beckons our Self forward and outward.

We are indomitable. We don’t know how to give up or give in…

December 15th, 2009 Tuesday 4.20pm
Benbow InnRedwoods, California

I am falling in Love with myself as Spontaneity. I have never felt so unrestrained, so far away from the needs of others. Unlike Tbilisi, I can be in time and place yet free from the constraints of expectation.

I am redefining what I hunger for. Even in my patience and flexibility, I realize I have had a structure around myself that defined my Dreams.

Although this struts definitely malleable, I can see the limitations it represents. I am removing all definitions of Self and unleashing the playful Spirit of Now.
This deeper freedom is full of Love and openness. My senses are more acute and feel fuller, deeper, more profound.

My Body is always in a state of receiving Grace. And it is this Grace that I feel raining every second of every moment. Nurturing me, encouraging me, prompting me.

I Am melting…