August 27th, 2013 Tuesday 9pm
I am bewildered, for in reaching for You, I find myself embracing a Stranger. You seem to dissipate, to disappear into a place of yearning ~~~yet I know, I recognize this place.
It is as if I awaken within this embrace to find myself wandering in my Dreams and Desires which now pale in comparison to a Knowing that is growing stronger, even as your Being grows weaker.
My Love for You has become a Portal, a Passageway to something far more extraordinary than You, or Your Kiss.
I balk, I hesitate, I don’t want to give up our Trysts, our times together. But it seems I have chosen. For by loving You, by committing myself to this Deliciousness, I will be leaving it all behind.
I want the longing for you back, but it’s growing of Itself. A Life of its own it will have, feeding on the Glory of Our Passion…