December 15th, 2009 Tuesday 4.20pm
Benbow InnRedwoods, California
I am falling in Love with myself as Spontaneity. I have never felt so unrestrained, so far away from the needs of others. Unlike Tbilisi, I can be in time and place yet free from the constraints of expectation.
I am redefining what I hunger for. Even in my patience and flexibility, I realize I have had a structure around myself that defined my Dreams.
Although this struts definitely malleable, I can see the limitations it represents. I am removing all definitions of Self and unleashing the playful Spirit of Now.
This deeper freedom is full of Love and openness. My senses are more acute and feel fuller, deeper, more profound.
My Body is always in a state of receiving Grace. And it is this Grace that I feel raining every second of every moment. Nurturing me, encouraging me, prompting me.
I Am melting…